Do you ever feel like you fail every test handed to you? I don't mean math and science, but tests of your character?
Before we knew we were pregnant I prayed that I'd be able to walk through my season of morning sickness with grace and ease. Well, that didn't happen! I feel like I failed this test over and over. Each day was a challenge to just see God's hand in the whole thing and not complain.
Even now, as I deal with being really tired, I am not passing the "patience test" with my children.
It's times like this that I beg God to show me more of Himself to me and to give me that fresh perspective I need.
This was a main reason I was not blogging much. My attitude stunk and when I sit to type all I could think of was to complain about being sick! Even now, I just want to write about how I am so tired.
So you can pray for me. Pray that I'll start passing more tests!